I never really excelled at anything. I never got any awards from being at the top. I was okay. I was above average most of the time.
I know I shouldn't settle for anything less. I should strive to be on top. Maybe I can but I struggled because of my stubborn attitude at some points.
Sometimes I get insecure of my abilities when I see some people who received honors on their graduation. I think of the parents of those "laudes" and how proud they are to their sons/daughters for bringing honor to their family.
I'm a transfer student so I could shut that horse to the face...
...but i still could have Leadership Award or Academic Distinction.
Oh Lord please help me.
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